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My journey so far

May 18, 2019
I  claimed I would write in my diary daily, maybe that was a bit ambitious despite my love for writing as a means of self-expression and therapy. Today has been one of the best days of my life. I understand the sense of the phrase '' Happiness is in the simple things ". Actually as…
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