#work

I went out for only a few hours today, and every bit of it was weird, lol. I  won't even get into it much other than to say that the "programming" still exists. I have to fight with myself every day over tasks, and it bugs the crap out of me. You'd be bothered too…

They were still hitting hard today, so I just came home. Every single thing I ended up doing was high enough mileage to dwindle my gas down to nothing. You can't reject everything, so you take what can somewhat help and burn your gas out in the process. It's a no-win situation when you're dealing...

It has been a long day. Between circumventing sabotage, battling algorithms (and people), groveling for a job, and not knowing who to trust, I am good and exhausted. All I know is that seeing one company's logo makes me smile, but even hearing another company's name makes me want to vomit immedia...

It's windy and cold inside. I woke up for a bathroom trip just now, I suppose. As I said yesterday, I am done with being bothered about the uncontrollable. I just had to get it off my chest. I can't control traffic, weather, tech glitches, underdeveloped AI systems, or other people's malicious an...

So the struggle with work life isn't all them or all me or all the algorithm. It's like half me and half them and their algorithms. As I said before, algorithms aren't evil, hateful, or controlling in and of themselves. They are just "instruction sets" or "tools that do things" based on the data ...

*Written last night* It was good today indeed. Good that it ended, lol. I always get pushback from the "forces" whenever I write or say certain things. But the same occurs when I don't, so I figure I might as well go ahead and scribble my truth. I think it's better to get your ass…

I had no dreams this time around, but I'm refreshed. It was a taxing day, as I literally had to fight for peanuts. There's no way to express how much difficulty I've had. You just had to be there, I guess. Believe me; you wouldn't wanna be. The benevolent dude only shows up randomly in…

Today was a peaceful day because I made it that way. I focused on people and doing the best I could for them instead of trying to get impressive numbers. I was much happier. If that means I'm slow, old, late, incompetent, not "as good as" some other person, etc. then oh effing well. The…

I'm currently buzzing off of a teeny weeny airplane bottle of 100-proof rum. A store sold it to me by accident, and I quickly learned the difference, lol. It's very strong. Yes, I do drink from time to time. There's actually no verse that says we can't drink. The verse is against drunkenness. Mor...

Today was okay. The people were fine. The corporations were not. They are so effing greedy and so far removed from the realities the "little people" under them face. These MOFOs either want you to do an insane amount of work or drive an insane number of miles to make an insanely low amount of cas...