#whatdoido

I need to write an entry because it's been a few days, I am feeling off without my older kids. Although I know they will be home tomorrow, I am feeling anxious again and trying to keep things under control. My husband is home and pretty much completely ignoring me, he doesn't even try to…

I'm confused, I Hate it here... Ever since He came into our lives everything has to change.. i know its the reality, but no matter how many times I've told myself to accept the fact that his my brother.  There are certain things need to change still bugs me... Honestly, I don't even know anymore&...

So I finally grew a pair and ended my almost 11 year relationship only 4 days ago, I really thought that i was doing the right thing by discussing things together and telling him what my plans were and i thought that everything was going ok until last night. Last night he was drinking alone…