#trust

Ah, Jealousy. The mistrustful monster that haunts each breath. Ever been scared of your partner's phone? Yes. That's exactly what I mean. I believe that the trend that has been normalised is not ok. I am referring to constant change of relationships. Well, not that it is better to be enslaved in ...

It’s not that hard once you REALLY feel the heart of the Trinity emanating consciousness, existence and Love. Then you realise despair drags you down, it feels funny to stick to it, and unless you have a very deep trauma that needs some extra healing (which we do receive from our guides in the mo...

What happens to me is that I always create scenarios in my head as to how to handle everything possible that could happen all by myself. It's exhausting. I don't want anything handed over to me ready, for free, no matter how much I complain. However, it may backfire as a useless source of worries...

Have you ever been in a situation, where everything feels so damn right that you start fearing there is something hidden that will soon ruin the happy moment? I only know that this is somewhat valid. I don't know where is the fine line between being paranoid and protecting yourself from disappoin...

[embed]https://open.spotify.com/track/4iHrXZX4AKJOW58civjs1t?si=yg0_5jDRQlW7H6cOItn4RA[/embed] You have the right to need things from others You have the right to put yourself first sometimes You have the right to feel and express your emotions or your pain You have the right to be the final judg...

[embed]https://open.spotify.com/track/1mZCwJiRpLc0Jv0941ixvo?si=TfB1F-HOT9GsguFYnHT5gw&context=spotify%3Aplaylist%3A7d0OsJX9ornR1qBRnYjAXj[/embed] Breaking out my therapy worksheets tonight. The right to grow and explore your potential without feeling guilty or selfish The right to have frien...

My Wedding Song, I picked it. I make good choices sometimes. It is a little County a little Rock & Roll. A little Tennessee and a little Honey will mess your brain up lol. It mean something so different to me today, my taste have grown and matured. Someone needs to extradite him back to…

I am going to need more supporting evidence to believe that one. My brain is really traumatized and a big fat liar. Why are those the same but different? You are going to have to get real creative to convince me of that! I have faith in you, Prove it to me! lol My baby…

I found out about my community Facebook group at this public board meeting I went to, and the admins accepted me today. I went scrolling back through past post and I am stocked about living here. People here are having community patio parties, holiday parties in the clubhouse, paint nights and Eu...

What I thought was going to be my biggest trauma, has turned out it was my biggest blessing. And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.   Romans 8:28 It was the night before Thanksgiving 2016, I was sitting in the&he...