#thoughts

I have had a pretty long life and have explored various hobbies, interests, places, educations, etc. I've also seen and done all sorts of things. I've met many interesting characters in my lifetime, as well, lmao. My work history is indeed varied and versatile, as there were things I was passiona...

For the first time in a little over six years, I am not going to have the rent ... and I don't care. I gave it all the rest of what I had today, and there was so much opposition, I ended the day with an "F it." I don't expect anyone to believe what…

Once again, I fell asleep while writing a diary entry and lost it. It was probably best because the entry wasn't that encouraging. It was mostly whining about this long and hard life, the financial struggle, being "old" and tired, and wanting to be out of this rotten world system and in "Abraham'...

Things can be designed to overwhelm or frustrate us, but we don't have to let them. Some things look like mountains, but they're only mole hills in the whole scheme of things. So prioritize what you can take care of and put the other stuff aside for later. Then chip away at those big problems&hel...

When I was on PB, there was this person who posted hilarious random things... I forget whom though... eh. It will come back to me no doubt?? Perhaps if I rejoined PB, I would soon find them. I might just do that. Correction. Done. I am 'sambucasmile' on Prosebox, as for finding the person, we sha...

I am not entirely sure what I will be doing this this journal entry thing or why I have decided to do something where it is online and public. I suppose that I was just thinking about different aspects in my life and I was thinking about how it would be nice to get my…

In the calmest corners of our minds, silence often serves as a balm, healing wounds and offering solace when the world becomes too loud. It can be therapeutic, a canvas upon which we paint our deepest thoughts and meditations. However, silence is also the one thing we never wish to hear in respon...

04/21/23 8:29 AM   You ever turn the brightness down on your laptop or phone because you're embarrassed about what you're about to write?   Anyway, this week has been exhausting for me, I'm not sure if i manifested certain things due to overthinking and fear or if im just having bad luck but...