#thoughts

What is to be? What is to be you? What is to be me? A longing desire that burns in the depths of my fibrous being. This energetic knowing that all is one. To feel the spark that rages between the tenderness of one another’s touch. Oh…Great Source that shines through us, making yourself known…

When I was on PB, there was this person who posted hilarious random things... I forget whom though... eh. It will come back to me no doubt?? Perhaps if I rejoined PB, I would soon find them. I might just do that. Correction. Done. I am 'sambucasmile' on Prosebox, as for finding the person, we sha...

I am not entirely sure what I will be doing this this journal entry thing or why I have decided to do something where it is online and public. I suppose that I was just thinking about different aspects in my life and I was thinking about how it would be nice to get my…

In the calmest corners of our minds, silence often serves as a balm, healing wounds and offering solace when the world becomes too loud. It can be therapeutic, a canvas upon which we paint our deepest thoughts and meditations. However, silence is also the one thing we never wish to hear in respon...

04/21/23 8:29 AM   You ever turn the brightness down on your laptop or phone because you're embarrassed about what you're about to write?   Anyway, this week has been exhausting for me, I'm not sure if i manifested certain things due to overthinking and fear or if im just having bad luck but...

I just slept eight hours. When I first quit smoking, I would have the most vivid dreams and remember every detail. Just now, I remember dreaming but I can’t recall everything. I just remember a girl in my dream, asking me if I smoked and me telling her I was unsure. We were in my…

Dear diary, At times I feel this story needs to be heard and that's the only way I can finally get some closure and move on, but then I feel it's just going to be another story to the world...

Hi. Hello 'journal'. Hello you, reading these likely to be random and unnecessary thoughts. Thoughts, theories, experiences, notes of self-reflection... all these things that we normally internalize. What purpose is there in externalizing them in any way? Why do I even have this internal dialogue...

Personal Log 0921.122822 Its early, I am at work, no traffic so its quiet and I am sitting here, in my head, wondering around. Which is not always a good thing. But you take that mixed with Paul Cardell radio on Pandora it will make you think and wonder, at least for me it does.…