#stress

Well, hello world. I don't know what my intentions really are with starting this. I just feel like I have some things to get out. And maybe it can help take the edge off a lot of anxiety and mom guilt. Lol. Maybe. Well, I'm a 40 year old mom of four. I work at…

...At least that's what it feels like. Everyone was ok with my presence till I turned eighteen. Born poor is really tough. I never, ever wanted to make my family feel pressured to provide me with education...so I chose the cheapest education I could get and I sacrificed my sleep to study and stud...

Oh how I've been stressing out my own mind. While ofc, there are other factors that most definitely play a role in it, I find myself crying. Grateful. I have gotten through yet another what felt like a never ending week of just class work. I have realized that we as humans, don't give ourselves&h...

Well, this is my first entry. I wanted a safe space to express my thoughts in my mind. Anyway, im really sick right now. its actually quite annoying. I have a wedding to be in this weekend and i have no choice but to be better because im not about to ruin my cousins wedding.…

I am still struggling to find my way as a newly “single” mom of three. The burden is almost too much to handle. I have a job but can only work part time because of the kids school schedules. I have to be home in the morning to get them off to school and also…

I have been thinking about it ... Doomsday.. will people learn... what will happen, what turn will humankind take.. and now I've stopped. If this, if that. No point in trying to catch the sands of time, as they will always shift and slip away. To understand the future and the purpose, is to know&...

Today I slept in until about 11:00am, which felt sooo luxurious after a week of waking up at 6:00. I'm not used to getting up before about 9 or 10, so this week was really jarring. I haven't done a single thing today, other than some homework readings and calling home. Yet somehow... I feel…

I am so tired of being tired of being tired. I feel like if the sentence above makes sense to you then you get the kind of tiredness, fatigue and exhaustion I’m referring to. It’s the kind that comes from the brain, not the body. I feel like even standing up is taxing because it’s…

I don't know how much more I can take of been with my partner. I feel like he bullies my 5 year old son all the time, he has ago at him about everything and it really pisses me off. Iv told him multiple times to leave him alone and he still does it. It…

It feels like spiders have infested my mind and are clawing their way out as I stand by helplessly. Everything has been bothering me. The lack of work, having to cook or clean, needing to converse with friends to avoid losing a connection.. My sickly boyfriend coughing on me. I started therapy ho...