#sober

I'm not sure what I'm trying to get out of posting this in public.  I guess I feel kinda dumb writing thoughts down to no one.  So, dear diary I guess.  Tomorrow will be the first day without smoking weed in a long time.  And honestly, it's only because I'm getting surgery.  I'm getting surgery&h...

Honey, come over, the party's gone slowerAnd no one will tempt you, we know you got soberThere's orange juice in the kitchen, bought for the childrenIt's yours if you want it, we're just glad you could visit It’s been almost 3 months since my last drink. There were several times in my life where ...

Based on true events(experienced by myself of course) When I introduced myself in my short little bio I told said my name and my age, and a tiny tiny back story sorta.. I didnt mention the fact that I am a mother, at first I wasn't going to bring up my children but with some…

when he attacked me I was scared for my life. I have never seen a man go that crazy on his own daughter. I felt so defenseless. he's still pissed off at me. he's mad that I hit him back but it wasn't even like that. it was self defense. I was actually scared for…

Well i did it. Its 9.11pm and I'm getting tired from a day of boredom and stress and making myself distracted every 2 seconds with horrible chores. My partner wanted to go out tonight... so I had to tell him that I'm trying to quit drinking and I dont feel comfortable going out because it'll…

Its 11.16 and I've been up since 8am. First thought... coffee then beer. So I had my coffee. Then I had another coffee. Then i cleaned the house from top to bottom. I've literally done everything. And now its 11.16. And I'm sitting on the couch wondering what to do. I dont want to eat…

"It turns out, solid friendships have an impact on our health, just like smoking, getting enough sleep and eating well. Some studies have found that a lack of friendships can increase our mortality rate " --Emily Morgan I want to be drunk on relativity.   I quit smoking on Sept 14th 2017, I ...