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Today I realized that God could possibly be punishing me for that abortion I had, I'm mad with myself bc I feel alone as I did when I got it. At the time I just started my new job and got pregnant carelessly and was scared. I truly didn't get a chance to be happy…

this has always been something that bothered me, what do people actually do? it all seems so bland. work, hobbies, workout, cook+eat, friends/family like is that it? it seems so boring and everyone has the same goals not that i am any different, because what goal could i have that is out of the n...

Ok I'm actually not new.i used to write in here years ago. Just needing a place to vent about my problems and my love life. I been on another diary platform but I'm so sick of the rude people and ads. Just hoping this place is better. I'm assuming it's ok to cuss in here…

Do people have more than one happy place in the head? Like when I'm struggling I like to close my eyes and picture somewhere very specific; I can hear the music, feel the cold air, and imagine I am there.   However, when I'm frustrated with someone I have a completely different happy place t...

So a couple days ago, it was someone's birthday, he was one step closer to becoming in my twenties but turns out my, ego, or lack of ego got the best of me. For someone who've wanted to spend his birthday in a park, turns out, unexpectedly, unintentionally he got a one way ticket to…

Waaaay back in the day I was a member here.  had a couple diaries over the years, mostly through highschool.  I have it downloaded somewhere.  I'm 38 now.  suddenly thought of this place a month or two ago and thought it might be the place i need to be again.  is it worth a monthly…

Is it just me that watches each raindrop hit the window sill then waits for the rain to be over so I can go outside and play in the stars tears? Is it just me that wanders about in the woods waiting for a sign? A sign to tell me which way to go? Is…