#purgings

This entry was written blind... I haven't spell checked it or did anything like that... it's exactly like it came out of my head. I haven't done this in a while.... I’m a good girl… I take my pills, two pills, once a day, white and blue, said to keep the crazy out, to give…

I can feel myself pulling away from those around me.  The parts of life that enchanted me, that made me want to become one with the world at large are losing their luster.  My gaze is turning inwards, and the roots, the tendrils of my self that I've reached out with, are pulling up from...

I came to you last night, heart sore and weary, and knelt before your feet.  Head bowed, I made my confession (Forgive me love, for I have sinned.  I have not the strength to keep the dark at bay), and into the silence of your acceptance, I drove forth my words.  From the darkest p...