#procrastination

Today is rainy. I love rainy days. I used to keep a diary here for years before it closed down. Since it opened back up, I tried to revive my old diary, but all the old memories made me sad, so after a long absence, I've decided to start a brand new one. It feels…

Filled with the desire to emit negative energy from my pores, I'm taking a moment to acknowledge that even though I could be doing more, I have made progress that seemed difficult when looking at it from the beginning. Some facets of this work and journey have become more manageable without me re...

Procrastination: Right now my entire existence seems defined by this and I can't remember what lay beyond. It should at least be my username, maybe I'll change it next time I remember. Was there a time when I wasn't avoiding? How have I ever done anything in the past? Why isn't that working for m...

Still feeling pretty damn good about my lab work from last week. Meeting with my doc on friday to go over them and I think he’s going to be pleased! I’m currently procrastinating on a very simple work task that I have been putting off/dreading for over a week. I just don’t have the mental…

Google defines the big word (procrastination) as the action of postponing or delaying something. It is the mind's way of stopping you from doing the work. i hope you can relate to what i am going to say. Procrastination is a trademark of writers. We tend to sit on our asses so much that sitting&h...

Thanks for commenting on my last and the first Open Diary post! Today I was trying to embrace things I want to accomplish at the end of the year and in 2021. And like always I screwed up. It was too much things to do even planning. I don't get it. Paper planners doesn't work…

Have you ever feels like you have power and ambition to does stuff, but something inside you just keep you away from even starting?

I REALLY don't want to be doing this school crap anymore! I should be doing it right now and I just want to give up but it's paid for and I have to just keep pushing through because I have a little over a month left and I can be done!!! I don't know if…