#pregnancy

October 30, 2023 It was December 2022.  Everything went like a blur, Thanksgiving was over, then baby came, and somehow Christmas and New Year's passed during the lack of sleep, and in spite of not going to school for six weeks, I have no idea how we got through those hours, days and weeks, but&h...

October 28, 2023 When I started 10th grade in the fall I was 26 weeks pregnant and had gained 16 pounds.  Most of the people at school did not know I was starting school pregnant, although me, Mom and my boyfriend did visit the school office during the summer.  It was already quite obvious that&h...

OK, so I got distracted, but it was a good distraction because it gave me time to think more about it. Before I get to the topic, though, I want to share my weekend.  It was the first weekend that things have settled down enough for me to consider it a normal, busy young family…

October  20,2023 Shortly after my positive test my boyfriend and I went to the doctor's office.  My doctor, who is an OB-GYN as well as a family physician, had examined me in the past, so I was familiar with the whole process, and since I was only a few weeks pregnant, my appointment was not…

October 19, 2023 I am confident that I am loved by God and my parents.  I am also very confident that I am loved by my boyfriend, and the father of our child, because long before we decided it was time to start a family we'd had the conversation about our possible future, and even…

October 18, 2023:1013 I need to deal with something that could, and probably does appear to be inconsistent, but I kinda feel like I need to sort it out because some will say I am inconsistent and a hypocrite, or worse, call me a slut or say I am not really what I say I…

I just need to empty out all the bullshit in my head. I’m going through some pretty severe depression and its partially because my partner, whom is in recovery lied about smoking weed, probably doing other things, where he’s been and why hes had to miss house meetings. Everytime this has ever occ...

First entry. New too this. But here we go. In November,  I had laparoscopic surgery. For those who don’t know, laparoscopic surgery is a type of surgery that checks for problems in the abdomen or a woman's reproductive system. Laparoscopy helps diagnose and treat problems in the reproductive orga...

I never knew what I wanted to be when I grew up. All I knew is that I wanted to be a Mom. I got pregnant. It was twins. I found out laying in the hospital bed for pains in my side. No one was allowed with me due to Covid. I was in shock.…

Wow, Open Diary. Hello old friend. It's been 8 years ... 8 years. It's a lifetime in terms of changes to my world. 8 years ago, I was 28 with no kids. Today, I'm 36 with 4 children. My wife and I are in our 12th year of marriage. Oh, the things I didn't know…