#prayer

I smoked in studio yesterday. I walked in studio with the producer who is married. The main producer I work with is married too. There I was, in studio, with two married men. But of course, I stay wearing baggy clothes and never remotely flirting. I always conduct myself in a classy manner. I mad...

Tomorrow is part two of my music video. The first half was shot underwater but tomorrow will be the dance scene. I’m going to be very careful tomorrow because the last thing I want is a sprang ankle, cut or bruise. We only have one body, and I’m going to be gentle with mine. I…

I never made it to the recording studio yet. Instead, I’ve been battling my addiction. Constantly I’ve been feeling cravings. I noticed my cravings come from frustration. But by having a clear mind, I am able to work through the problem quicker and more effectively. Sometimes I get frustrated tha...

I’m staying at my parents house for the third night in a row. I have a meeting for my next music video in the morning. I meet with this guy named Matt for the first time. I’m planning to go over the storyboard. Then I will be in the recording studio to finalize three songs…

I just woke up from another nightmare. I had like 4 girls and 3 guys over. We stayed in a house rental for a fun getaway. I didn’t know any of them except for my real life friend, Paul, whose been my homie fr fr since over 5 years. In my dream, something made me…

Ugh, I'm so depressed. When I feel this way, it feels like it's going to last forever, even if I am only feeling it for a few minutes. I'm off my anti-depressants. I've been bobbing around from one prescription to another, each having its own set of side problems, the latest being an issue with&h...

If you believe; you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer. Last night I went to my first HOA public board meeting. We talked about a lot of boring adult stuff, I tried to pay attention. They caught my attention for just one minute. The man leading the meeting mentioned that we had a…

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