#panic

I have to keep trying to do the things that I love. I need to find my beads. I need to set up a craft area. I need to get a folding card table. These need to be priorities. Because I am loosing my damn mind. And I need something to do with my hands.…

So, yeah. This week has been a rollercoaster. I really want to just... write out how my Tuesday happened, but I think it's important that I set it up with Monday as well. Monday: As I wrote about a few hours ago, I had a "date" with my separated wife at a bar close to…

“Crystal heart in the graveyard, I think it’s time for a new start...” Kailee Morgue (Unfortunate Soul)   So...   I didn’t go for coffee with Straight Girl. Instead I had a chat with Pip about what’s going on and how I’m struggling with the inside of my own head, and then I went and sat...

“Crystal heart in the graveyard, I think it’s time for a new start...” Kailee Morgue (Unfortunate Soul)   So...   I didn’t go for coffee with Straight Girl. Instead I had a chat with Pip about what’s going on and how I’m struggling with the inside of my own head, and then I went and sat...

I am writing this entry sitting at the beauty salon getting my hair cut and dyed, so bare with my poor writing please! Yesterday I went to the movies with my husband (Black Panther!!!), it was a good day... until we came back home. We hadn't been 30 minutes at home when a 7 degree…

It’s half past seven on a Saturday morning. For once I wasn’t woken by the flashbacks and trauma. No, turns out that a 12 shift in a cohort room on the Gastro Ward was enough to push me from “Fucking Knackered” to “Actually Exhausted”. I fell into bed at 9pm last night and slept until…