#overdose

I fell into what felt like a pillow made of boobs and cotton candy while being cuddled by a beautiful unicorn. That's what it felt like. I was done for. Of course when I found out I was livid. I wanted to hurt Aaron for ruining my life but at the end of the day…

When I was a little girl there were a group of older boys I couldn't stand. These boys were trouble, always instigating fights and jumping my brother and I never knew one of these boys I hated I would end up falling in love with and would change my life forever...       Aaron…

Just writing this entry to let all the people who might come across my journal and be offended, disturbed or triggered....I am sorry. Please just don’t ready my entries. Honestly I only came back to this site to journal my daily struggles in life And to try and help myself and let out my emotions...

These are images of my self destruction  first image was of me contemplating cutting myself  superficial cuts cuz i was down and not thinking clearly. 2nd picture was taken about an hour later as I impulsively cut myself too deep for comfort. Third pic was taken while I was on the phone after cal...

I recently wrote about grief, and the last few months have slowly brought me to a life of extreme anxiety and depression. I spent months, up all night after work wondering if I was going to die out of no where, what I would do if I lost someone else, and basically swimming in my…