#mum

Dear diary world, My account was made many years ago (2012), however, reading back through my old posts I felt that the posts didn't come from me. It seemed like a whole different person. It was almost as if I had read a book and recognised the story, but hadn't lived it myself. So now…

Today is just an ordinary day. I woke up at 9.30am, had a large cup of strong coffee as usual accompanied by a cigarette dressed in just my boxer shorts. 10.30am I jump on the bus, on my way to the job centre for a work search assessment by my work coach. Smoked a cig…