#mother

I called my mom today and cried to her. We talked about heartbreak and the feeling of inadequacy. I told her how much the last month had been weighing down on me; how things at work weren't going well, I was was struggling to sleep because of my depression and PTSD and how every time…

In the quiet moments of reflection, I find myself grappling with the echoes of today's encounter with my mother. Her sorrow, a heavy burden she carries with such grace, weighs upon my heart. As she poured out her worries and fears, I listened intently, longing to offer comfort and solace. Yet, as...

Hey all,   I ready don't even know why I'm here, what to write, but seriously... I hit rock bottom, not addiction or anything, but psychologically , I'm ready messed up!   The fact that I'm being abused psychologically since i was a kid and thank God i was smart enough to realize that f...

I've missed a few days in my diary... I have been extremely busy! I started college on the 9th to go back to school t get my BA in human services. Have I told yall that? well if you didn't know now ya know! My student aid has helped me acquire a new laptop. This…

I have been cramming for my much feared A+ Certification Part II exam. I really hope I pass this time because this stupid certification has consumed the past seven or eight months of my life. I have had to stop working on the classes I do like, push all of my friends away, ignore the…

So, Ma made a remark about Pidge and how she could drive you to drink and I stupidly told her that I’m back on the fags. You’d have thought I’d told her I’ve started chasing a fix with a shot of vodka through the eyeball the way she’d reacted. For a second I wondered if…