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Has there ever been a song that you can listen to and each time you hear it from a different perspective - or you can feel it from another standpoint than your own? Today YouTube was working its magic and played "Thinkin' Bout Me" by Morgan Wallen - only it was the lyrical version. I…

To the woman who had an affair with my husband*  I have gone back and forth for weeks now regarding addressing you and in what capacity would be best suited.  Since you have played victim, have lied, been vindictive, and are in need of validation of your role in this situation, I felt a letter&he...

I suppose it's time to do an introduction of sorts as to who the hell am I? As I typed I should let it be known that I wonder what my voice sounds like to you, as you read my entries - I like to consider myself an OG OD writer; I had my first…

I called my mom today and cried to her. We talked about heartbreak and the feeling of inadequacy. I told her how much the last month had been weighing down on me; how things at work weren't going well, I was was struggling to sleep because of my depression and PTSD and how every time…

I've missed a few days in my diary... I have been extremely busy! I started college on the 9th to go back to school t get my BA in human services. Have I told yall that? well if you didn't know now ya know! My student aid has helped me acquire a new laptop. This…

Ma, it's been 15 years since you passed. I think about you every day. When I was younger it never really registered to me that my mom would never be able to read me bedtime stories or comfort me when I got bullied. I'm mad at god if he's even real, mad at the world.…

I have been reading for hours and hours the past few days. It's been a long time since I've had a book that I couldn't put down. I feel like a bad mother because I've been so engrossed in my book that I haven't played with my baby as much as I usually do. Last…

  My Mom loves carnations and each year I'd send her a bouquet of them with some extra little surprises. She also LOVES butterflies and of course the color purple. In fact, she likes purple SO much that she had her hair dresser place a wide streak of purple from the front of her head…