#mentalhealthawareness

Take me down to the river bend. I want to take a look at my reflection in the water and see if you’re still in it. Maybe the current will create waves high enough for me to meet you there. I see them in my dreams at night when I close my eyes and you’re…

Since we got back from our vacation I have been feeling so many emotions at once. I'm happy but sad. I love someone but I hate someone. I absolutely hate how I feel. It actually happens all the time honestly. And some times it's not even like a "flip of the switch". I literally feel…

Will I ever be the one? I didn’t think I was going to end up writing this weekend. My son, my boyfriend, and I went up north to a campsite with my boyfriends entire family. Extended too. Although my son did act up and disappear a few times, everything was going pretty good. My boyfriend…

"How are you feeling today?" Well, that's an open ended question for me. Yesterday was not any better. I stayed in bed mostly all day. I did attempt in the morning to clean but my body and mind just didn't want to function. I ended up taking a medication holiday yesterday. I did not talk…

When I was a sophomore in high school I wrote this poem about feeling obsolete. I can not remember exactly how it went but it was something along the lines of me sitting on Big Ben (in London where my father lived at the time) and being able to look into his window and feeling…

How does one event, comment, smirk, or change in my life effect my complete mental health. I woke up to a beautiful morning with the man I love in a great mood. I gave him a kiss goodbye and reminded him that I love him as I do every morning. I was able to wake…

These are images of my self destruction  first image was of me contemplating cutting myself  superficial cuts cuz i was down and not thinking clearly. 2nd picture was taken about an hour later as I impulsively cut myself too deep for comfort. Third pic was taken while I was on the phone after cal...

The sad thing is, nobody ever really knows how much anyone else is hurting.  We could be standing next to somebody who is completely broken and we wouldn't even know it. ~ Unknown This right here is why I’ve ALWAYS - even as a very young girl - lived by the motto of being kind…

Ana and Mia continue to rise…I’m not complaining, they’re making me feel strong in some twisted sense. I know it’s not healthy, but nor is the extra weight that I’m carrying, so why not let them run riot and use it to my advantadge. There’s something so satisfying in being able to beat the hunger...