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Well, I don't wanna hear the good side of this goodbye If you wanna go, baby, just leave Don't tell me that you still care and that I'll always be special 'Cause those words don't mean a damn thing And I hate that I'm still up, drunk as fuck 4 a.m. writin' this damn song…

Alcohol you sneaking bitch Creeping in like a midnight snitch You come to call like the grim reaper with your hold so tight I silently pray for the morning light You've broken homes, families - you've dimmed the light It's never a dragout but a lightweight fight I hate you alcohol You take a man,...

Living with an alcoholic is hell. Literally hell. You never know what type of "drunk" you're going to get. It could be a "fun" one; you're playing games, you're listening to music, you're enjoying each others company/the situation. Or it could be the "flip on a dime" one; you have to walk on eggs...

You sent me this. When I say I stopped everything I was doing and sat here and committed to listening and hearing the words, I did.  I closed my eyes and the tears streamed. If you truly listen to this and hear our story - thank you. That gesture healed me for an evening.  I…

Monday marked 2 months, 8 weeks since your whore came forward and ended your perfect life. Let's do a recap shall we? I have heard all of the following things since she decided it would be best for everyone involved if the affair came to light. Including and not limited to: -I love you -I…

Falling in love is such an easy thing to do And there's no guarantee that the one you love Is gonna love you I swear this is literally the soundtrack of my mind..."Everybody Plays the Fool" - you know the song from maybe the late 80's, early 90's? Welp that's what is replaying…

Keep in mind these are thoughts that race through my mind when I'm alone, its quiet and I'm in the shower - hence - "Shower Confessions". _______________________________________________    Facebook Post Idea: Someone convince me NOT to text the whore - I know I should let things go. But s...

Within 24 hours of your affair being exposed you "promised" me that you were 100% in it, that you were going to try and give 100% to our relationship. It was you that wanted to fix the relationship and stay together. It was you that wanted to stay together, forgive and "forget". It was you…

Do you remember when we met? I do - it was briefly in 2001, little did I know that the chance meeting would be my future.... I was living in the dorms at EMU, you had come up with my boyfriend to party at the college level.  We were introduced and you weren't thought of…