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Never ever did I think that I would say I could relate to Eminem. YouTube decided I was in a place to feel my anger, my hurt, my betrayal. It teased me with Eminem's "Love the Way You Lie". I was taken a back, I replayed the song only the lyrical version. As the lyrics…

One month since the affair was exposed. Until you are grieving you don't realize just how long a month can feel.  I felt like I endured a year within a 30-31 day time frame.  There were days when I didn't realize one had passed, sometimes the minutes turned into hours and I couldn't tell you…

Now that I'm sharing more and the situation is becoming sticky I figured I'd explain my style of writing and the purpose behind this "diary". _________________________________________________ By now if you've been following along you will see that whenever I reference the mistress in any context ...

One minute I love you. One minute I hate you. Is that what twenty years does or is that what narcissistic love does. Since the first day that your affair was exposed you have acted like it is water under the bridge, like cats out of the bag so we can move on. I can't…

It's amazing to see how someone's feelings towards another can change so drastically. Reading the notes that I've written once makes me realize that that version of me looks and sounds so in love until the point of blindness. Now that the spell wore off, I am starting to see the reality of things...

I have a question for you Do you love me? Because when you love something, you don't just give it up. You don't just throw it away. You have to be careful with it. Because you might never ever get it back again. Is it love? Because when you love someone you don't just stop,…

12/20023 Dear ____________,  I want to apologize for overreacting.  It was not needed. I'm embarrassed, humiliated, ashamed and more. I know, I was in the wrong in how I responded.  I'm sorry. I don't know where we go from here. Im I I feel all I do is hurt you, I don't know. If this…

As I said I consider myself an OG Open Diary author - this is actually my 3rd online diary.  Publicly sharing has given me peace, a sense of community, and its my therapy.  My first diary was 2001 - and it ran up until 2009 (estimate), sadly I don't remember its name or the e-mail associated…

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I suppose it's time to do an introduction of sorts as to who the hell am I? As I typed I should let it be known that I wonder what my voice sounds like to you, as you read my entries - I like to consider myself an OG OD writer; I had my first…