#losingmyreligion

While starting writing and journaling has already had a cathartic effect only three posts in, I also find myself overwhelmed by the flood of emotions, memories, and doubt the process has released. I think about so many things I want to unload. It’s pretty obvious that I’m a pro at bottling up. I ...

I am a woman. I’m of average height, and around 175 pounds. I’m what today’s world labels “thick”, “curvy”, or my least favorite I’ve been called: “PAWG” which stands for “phat ass white girl”. I started developing my “womanly body” in middle school, and by high school I had size c cups and a “bu...

I am nearly 35 years old. And although in the past 5 years I have accomplished so much and have changed so much, sometimes the weight of feeling like I’m still a struggling, immature child that relies on what others think to guide my decisions is overwhelming. When I do make decisions for myself ...