#longdistancerelationship

⚠️ Domestic Violence, Rape ⚠️   So... That wasn’t the last time it would happen. I probably would have stayed if it had only been the once. I would have somehow justified it to myself, but it wasn’t just once. That day I made sure I had plans. I wouldn’t be home that night. When…

⚠️ Rape/Sexual Assault ⚠️   So... I’m not going to regurgitate the relationship we had. You can find it, if you wish, within the chapter entitled “The Dick Mistake”. He shall henceforth be known as “Dick”. The following April I flew out to be with him. Everyone thought I was going for a holi...

So... WE'RE ENGAAAAAAAAAAAAAGED!!!          

  So... I've been thinking, next week begins a new chapter in my life. Next week I'll be with him, while I'm there we’re getting engaged and I'm rather lucky, I found love, not everyone does. His family have taken me in and accepted me as one of their own they treat me with love and respect,...

So... He's hired his friend as his housekeeper; a) he wants to impress me with a clean and tidy apartment. b) she REALLY needed a job. CUTE. AS. FUCK. ALSO... I told him that we're going to be using condoms, he wasn't too keen, as he's only ever used free family planning ones BUT he's agreed to b...

  So... I came in from work and I had Air Mail. Checking the scrawl I knew he'd sent me something. I can tell his writing. It was a Hallmark card. The verse was to do with how much he cares and that wherever I am he'll be with me in one way or another and then all of a sudden…

  So... my skin is breaking out... I guess that's what you happen when you buy Cover Girl foundation for a pound... Oi Vey... I must get some decent foundation again... There's no point now as in three weeks I'll be tanned and ergo new foundation will be wasted... TuT. He wanted me to wear&h...

  So... If TPO had been pregnant the baby would have been due last Monday. It would have been here by now. Now I get that she was never pregnant but I feel that I've lost something. It was all so fucked up.   For the first 3 months there was no reason to doubt her and naturally I grew&h...

  So... It's 29 days until I see ActionMan again. I can't wait. At some point in those two weeks my life is gonna change forever, at some point in those two weeks I'm gonna commit myself to ActionMan, wholey, truly and purely. I'm gonna commit myself to being his, I'm gonna commit myself to ...

  So... I want to share this with you all... Just so that you get the good and the bad of ActionMan... This is the text I had waiting for me when I finished work... " I wake in the morning and my first thought is do I have a text. Not just any text.…