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It’s not a personal failure, it’s systemic.

somekindaway
January 15, 2025
I'm really not doing well. Sometimes I think if it weren't for my dogs I would just give up. It's surprising that I'm not really having a full on breakdown but I realized recently that all my keeping it together is actually a freeze state of depression. Once a sensitive person who easily cried, I...
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Not waving but drowning

trillion
February 10, 2024
Now that I’m here, I don’t know what to say. I’m struggling with a disabled partner and child. I love them so much, but I am dying inside a little more every day. I don’t know how much longer I can go on without support.
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Looking For Air

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.Chasing.Rainbows.
September 8, 2023
Suddenly I feel like I'm drowning, and I can't get out. There are so many things on my mind, and I'm having a hard time expressing/communicating them. The crazy thing is that it is literally like 5-6 different major topics that would break down into a million little things. I'm not sure which to ...
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Alone

TheGirlWithTheMessyHair
February 20, 2023
He left for work today and won't be home for 3 months. I wonder how loud the silence will be.
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An Emotionally Frigid Environment

OhMylanta
February 17, 2023
I don't even know where to start except that it's 3 am and I'm crying in the living room again. I feel so lonely. God I feel so lonely. I get the distinct feeling that my husband doesn't like me very much. We don't connect. If we do, it's literally for like, 3 seconds maybe…
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A Day To Live

TheresaVerde
September 19, 2022
A day to live. To feel the same taste of the morning coffee, to wear flexible clothes and a sport bra. To digest last unsuccessful relationship where  I poured my  words to burry all uncomfortable situations and disrespect. To feel and check upon my kids. To hear some voices outside the window. T...
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late night thoughts

G
July 10, 2022
23:04 have a lot of thoughts and feelings going on. i feel like i don’t have many people. like friends. like yes n is my friend. and then d is n’s boyfriend so that makes us friends. and then there’s a who is their flat mate. so we aren’t really classed as friends. and k…
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New to this site

cementfrog
May 6, 2022
As the title suggests, I'm new to Open Diary. I've been using writing as a form of therapy for years. It usually doesn't matter what I write as long as I start writing something. Eventually I'll end up telling a story from my past or sharing my hopes and dreams for the future.   The…
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The Strengths of Friendship and Hurts of Family

Jay
February 26, 2022
Catching up with Lucy Friday, 24th April 2015 Dearest Friend, It's been a while since I've seen Lucy in company! I was delighted that we were able to catch up earlier today. I often think about her while I'm busy at college and wonder how she's keeping. I don't know what it is but when…
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Worlds colliding…and I feel like an afterthought.

Audrey
February 20, 2022
I am in my second year of college. This means, of course, that there are inevitable shifts in my friendships and other relationships. The people I used to talk to every day in high school are no longer my closest friends. I have roommates that I talk to all the time, and whom I love.…
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