#lifesucks

Dear Diary, Hi, I'm new, I don't exactly know how this all works but I'm hoping this will help me kinda just......spill I guess. recently I have started finding myself closer with god and wanting to repair my relationship with him after I have done many many sins that I regret. I lost my faith&he...

Journal June 29, 2021 Hello people, First, a big life sucks! I know some people have it worse, that’s what stops me from complaining about this alot. But I have finally broken, I might convince myself to stop thinking like this, that I’m being the ungrateful brat I am. And be appreciative that I ...

I’m battling a depressive episode currently. I managed to recognize it based on how I was reacting to things that really don’t matter like driving, work emails, etc but I didn’t catch it in enough time to avoid it completely, unfortunately. I feel trapped. Trapped in my obligations, trapped in my...

Why can't people leave me the fuck alone? First C bumps into me AGAIN and then G bitches at me for being on the computer in the tv room when she wants to sleep, and you technically aren't supposed to sleep on the bloody sofas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!! I swear, some people are out to get me.…

I did really well. I woke up.  I worked from 9-5. Then my partner went out ... and I turned down doing out with him because I didnt want to drink... and then I instantly drove to the liquor store and brought beer. I've had 3 in 20 minutes because I want to drink as…