#journey

Since I was 13 I knew I wanted to be child-free life-long. I will soon be 25 and that statement is still very much true. Honestly, more-so in the wake of recent political events. I have multiple debilitating mental and physical illnesses that are manageable per say but not necessarily curable or ...

I am still trying to convince myself that everything is not final until I set foot on the island where I am going to move soon. Last week, I finally got all the clearance I need to exit the country. Now, it's up for my employer to book our tickets and we are targeting to…

I can’t smoke any more cigarettes because my chest hurts and now i don’t know what to do. I need to use the bathroom and i can’t get up because it’s too cold outside of my bed.  I guess this is what they call a rock in a hard place.  Or something like that.  I…

I've been on a weight loss journey for about 2 years now. I gained a bunch of weight staring my senior year of high school then it kinda skyrocketed my freshman year of college. Since then I've been going through many ups and downs of losing weight and then gaining it back, losing weight gaining&...

I had an opendiary back in the early 2000's.  I didn't think I deleted my old diary, but for the life of me, I can not remember the email address and honestly, if i did, I probably don't have access to them anymore. When I started I was in my mid to late 20's.   I…

So over a year ago, with almost two year clean from heroin I found myself facing a scale in a doctors office during my second month of nursing school... fairly upset. I felt, nasty, ugly and unwanted even though i had a man that at the time was nice to me and sexed me up…