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Stupid depression and paranoia are back, saying "Sam, you are utterly useless. You have no place in this world." I know that this is bullsh-t and that I shouldn't listen to it but certain people are being complete asses. I am sorry I am being a bit vague but I ... just want today to…

So today was a pretty busy day. I went to my eye appt with my baby sister Bees, and Dr. Wong said that my eyes haven't changed that much... and there are no retinal tears or anything serious! So yay!!! I am still getting glasses though bc my bifocals have to be adjusted.... so that…

I thought I was coming back because I miss talking to you. I dream of you. I wonder if you’re ok, and hope you are happy. I could say these things to you. But I don’t think I have a right to anymore. So I came back to the one place we used to talk…