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Now that I'm sharing more and the situation is becoming sticky I figured I'd explain my style of writing and the purpose behind this "diary". _________________________________________________ By now if you've been following along you will see that whenever I reference the mistress in any context ...

One minute I love you. One minute I hate you. Is that what twenty years does or is that what narcissistic love does. Since the first day that your affair was exposed you have acted like it is water under the bridge, like cats out of the bag so we can move on. I can't…

Music has been my therapy the past month.  I have turned to YouTube to select the fate of my day. Some days it sets me up for success and I'm able to function. Others, it wants me to heal and I spend the day inwardly reflecting and there's tears - a lot of tears. Music…

Has there ever been a song that you can listen to and each time you hear it from a different perspective - or you can feel it from another standpoint than your own? Today YouTube was working its magic and played "Thinkin' Bout Me" by Morgan Wallen - only it was the lyrical version. I…

12/20023 Dear ____________,  I want to apologize for overreacting.  It was not needed. I'm embarrassed, humiliated, ashamed and more. I know, I was in the wrong in how I responded.  I'm sorry. I don't know where we go from here. Im I I feel all I do is hurt you, I don't know. If this…

I gravity to music and writing to heal my broken soul. They're a beautiful ebb and flow. Entries under the "Musical Chairs" chapter will contain songs that create my life's playlist. From the sentimental moments to the hard ones and everything in between. Without further ado; Song #1. Mixed Drink...

As I said I consider myself an OG Open Diary author - this is actually my 3rd online diary.  Publicly sharing has given me peace, a sense of community, and its my therapy.  My first diary was 2001 - and it ran up until 2009 (estimate), sadly I don't remember its name or the e-mail associated…

To the woman who had an affair with my husband*  I have gone back and forth for weeks now regarding addressing you and in what capacity would be best suited.  Since you have played victim, have lied, been vindictive, and are in need of validation of your role in this situation, I felt a letter&he...

Why now? If you were relieved and it wasn’t anything more than FWB then why did you try and “save” things with her, continuing to lie about “us”, KNOWING she was coming forward.   If you 3 were being honest with each other and it was nothing more than FWB then why is her husband under…

Minutes have turned into hours......hours into days....days into a week.... Why - why is it so different this time. I know one "why"... Because it was so out of character for him. I had assumptions that there was infidelity, more so random one night hookups.  "Innocent", flirtatious, sexual bante...