#him

Sometimes I feel a lot, so much I dont know what I feel. I feel happy and too real and that scares me. I feel like life is too good for me and im not sure what to do with it. Even though I haven’t gotten the boy im madly in love with to like…

i wouldnt be able to live with myself if somewhere out there i was lucky enough to be with him. if we were to ever separate my life would be destroyed. in conclusion as much i do want him i couldn’t bare the thought of separation between us knowing what it once was like for…

It’s been a few months that I have really wanted to journal this thing, but having been burned in the past for keeping a “paper” journal, I vowed I’d never journal about the deep dark things again. Yet, almost daily, I have a desire to write these thoughts and feelings out. I’m taking that as&hel...