#hate

This isn't the best day of all. I don't even remeber  how does it feel to have one. I have been a whole different person since i move out. It's the same town, near my parents home. Still, everything has changed. I hate this city.  HATE. Hate is a big word, maybe the biggest of…

Friday, September 15th, 2023 1:17am I feel lied to. I feel resentful of the adults of my childhood who gave me little to no guidance resulting in unnecessary hardships and irrecoverable damages made to my life. I’m hard-headed, but I still feel cheated. I resent my mother for loving me, and for n...

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HXixVqzzm9rEUIMAWzshl?si=45N-SRzXQGeb2tBN-xDZFg

This song showed up in my Spotify playlist today. It made me think of you. My ex told you got in a little trouble for this, I would love to see this performance. I don’t know how he could ever say I don’t pay attention to him when he talks to me.   https://open.spotify.com/track/33LC84JgLvK2...

You may recall that a few months ago, I was contacted by the widow of my brother whom I never got to meet.   My brother died about 14 years ago, and she's been looking for his family on behalf of their son, my nephew.  They live in Massachusetts, and I'm hoping to meet them before…

 Oh Atlanta, this is the time when I am woozy and crazy with you,  you intoxicate me with your decay, rolling down the expressway, trees peeking over the barriers like happy puppies ready to burst on the roadway, Angkor Wat- in the larval stage,  my own personal Conrad, pushing your heart of dark...