#growing

All my friends are becoming responsible adults. They're doing all the things I always assumed I'd also be doing by now... progressing in respectable careers... Getting engaged and married to wonderful people whom I adore... Getting mortgages, buying houses... Having babies... More and more often,...

I had a good therapy session today. She had me write a letter to my younger self and read it out loud. She also asked me a question that I've never thought of before. "Why are you able to set boundaries with your dad, but when it comes to your mom you accept her for…

Dear sister, I have a lot of pent up anger and resentment towards you. They say your first best friend in life is your sibling; that was not the case with us; you were my first enemy. I had my first and only cigarette at six years old because of you. I had my first…

Song: Trespassers William / Untitled            Mood: 😏         Week of pregnancy: 11, day 1   I am so happy to be back on open diary. Last time I was logging on was when I was about 18! I am 25 now and my life is definitely different. I deal…