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It's late and I'm tired but there's a silent scream building in me that wants relief I don't know how to find. I'm a local, not a tourist, when it comes to depression. I'm here all year round. To no ones surprise, I shut down today. I shut down and shut out the person who…

So, I haven't kept a diary - let alone a online diary - in years. Decades even. In my teens and until mid university years I used to keep a LiveJournal, but then it never had real content...just cryptic messages about whatever was going on at that time in my life, which only I could…

I wasn’t afraid when my tires caught the edge of the broken asphalt and loose gravel. I wasn’t afraid when the telephone pole drew closer almost as if in slow motion. I wasn't afraid when I realized the car wouldn’t right itself back onto the two lane road. I wasn’t afraid when the impact happene...

I used to journal almost daily when I was younger - maybe it was because my brain was just as active as it is now, but I had less worries to manage. I primarily used Xanga, but a quick Google confirms that outlet is no longer one I can utilize. I miss those days. At…

Sitting in bed being wistful yet happy exactly where you are. Like yearning for someone but being too comfy to actually feel too sad about it. And distracting yourself by doing so many Uquizzes because you just want to find out who you are, because youre too lazy to actually try and think about i...

Hello, everyone! This is my first time here and I think I'll be staying here often to vent out my thoughts when I don't have someone to talk to. I also compose songs whenever my negative emotions tryna eat me whole lol. I'm kinda glad that I found a place where I can share things…

This is my very first post!! I'm basically posting this to kind of see what it does, where my post goes (clicking the icon on top by the search icon), if there is a difference between this kind of post and posting in my "chapter" and how this post will look! Dont mind me you…

I used to have an online diary, many moons ago.   I found that it helped me to cope with my past, present and future.  However, the server was lost and years of my life along with it. I have tried a few times to pick the habit back up, but no success.  So I…

Hi, Glad to be part of the open diary community. Looking forward to sharing thoughts via the written word.  Caishen

It feels weird to be back on here after so many years. So many attempts at maintaining diaries in other places only to long for this site to return. I randomly searched for it and found it had been restored! Thanks to whoever did this. This site was my one true friend, my one place…