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tw : mentions of abuse my dad is so moody, I'm pretty sure he has Bipolar. with how he switches on me so fast it makes me wonder what is making him this way, he went from throwing me around and beating me, even POPPING A BLOOD VESSEL. to hugging and asking if I was…

Hi, this feels a little weird but relaxing, i dont have any friends and haven't had any in quite some time, i think the trauma from being ghosted by pretty much every person in my life outside of my immediate family has really made me okay with being alone but a lot of nights it…

Hello, everyone! This is my first time here and I think I'll be staying here often to vent out my thoughts when I don't have someone to talk to. I also compose songs whenever my negative emotions tryna eat me whole lol. I'm kinda glad that I found a place where I can share things…

My therapist said I should start journaling, so here I am. It feels like Covid really fucked everything up, but maybe it was just a catalyst for the inevitable. We started off so happy, but now neither one of us can say anything. How did we get to this place, how did we become what…

I'm debating whether or not to head down the "introduction, biography, and life history route," but I'm not sure all of that is pertinent in the beginning.  Suffice to say, I need a place to sort out my thoughts and sometimes get an outside perspective.  Normally, I'd go to therapy, but online te...

This is my first entry, and I have no idea how to start this. I just figured that I should leave my thoughts and feelings open to the universe; maybe something good will come out of it. I don't know why a stranger would be interested in an anonymous but candid glimpse into the life…

Hi everyone, I wasn't sure what to call my diary and as I am sitting here, festooned with cats and typing this precariously so as not to disturb them I felt the word cats should be a part of my username. I have always held a fascination for words. As a boy, I was always…

MY FIRST ENTRY Not sure what to do right here. I only have a few days on this website I wish I'll be able to share more. I've been in a long-distance relationship for three years and he's living in another country.  It's so hard especially because of Corona Virus. If he's busy I…

I had a diary oh so long ago. I had pictures, entires, witty things all stored in it. People I followed, friends I made, lifelong connections. That’s all gone now. I can’t remember my information, so see ya later memories. I was probably YukiOnna over there. It was my thing for a while. I don’t&h...

Well. Hello. ♡ As it has been a year and an age since I last wrote in an Open Diary, I feel a peculiar uneasiness in writing in something I cannot hold and lock, using tiny faux-silver keys in to a padlock smaller than my thumb. The short and short of that arduously long sentence, there,…