#feelings

Hi! I'm new to this environment. I just wanted to let out these awful feelings. I guess this is going to be a long story. I'm a freshman and part of my college program's organization. I ran as an assistant to the vice president of internal affairs. Unfortunately, I didn't win. But they offered me...

October 18, 2023:1013 I need to deal with something that could, and probably does appear to be inconsistent, but I kinda feel like I need to sort it out because some will say I am inconsistent and a hypocrite, or worse, call me a slut or say I am not really what I say I…

She watches me from every space in my room, corners unseen and places unknown. Eyes trickle like teardrops on my senses, beautiful and confusing. Those long lost voices come again from realms beyond my mind, omnipotent and godly. They come with shouting whispers that fill up my skull, shame and h...

I think I am a good writer. When it comes to putting the thoughts in my head onto paper, I got this! I don’t know how to turn 'this' into something though, something meaningful, useful or lucrative even. Why do I want to make something of 'this' skill? I literally sound like a mad person,…

Ugh, I'm so depressed. When I feel this way, it feels like it's going to last forever, even if I am only feeling it for a few minutes. I'm off my anti-depressants. I've been bobbing around from one prescription to another, each having its own set of side problems, the latest being an issue with&h...

i am not really good at writing, i honestly i am not good at this. well, even in uttering my words really hard for me to construct. my thoughts when i speak or write come out differently or i dont know it seems empty. not empty it just that i cannot express what i wanted…

Does the title make sense? I'm okay. And I'm not. But I am and yet sometimes I'm just sad. But I'm okay. Funny. What does okay even mean? I'm so very blessed. God is always great. I want to heal inside. Lose the pent up emotions so I could be free. Be kind sincerely again.…

Today I can feel the weight of it Today I can feel the long-haul of the journey I can feel the desperation and the wanting Today I can feel the emptiness, that ringing in my ears that the silence brings I can feel the temptations the desires seeping out the sin of of my soul…

It would feel that way when you are just mirroring things back to me. I really am just talking to me. Still sounds better coming from you. The ruminating really hurts my brain. I hope it goes away soon. You really like to push buttons lol. I was talking to that ex of mine one…

I am feeling a bit more optimistic lately and a bit more capable of recognizing and breathing through my anxieties. I am also very happy that switching to a new birth control pill contributed to feeling a bit more stable. The underlying PTSD and anxieties are already there, and a negative hormone...