#faith

The story of Job was the main focal point today. It hit differently this time because I saw things in Job that I hadn't seen before. Of course, I saw how wrong and cruel the three "friends" and the wife were. They were not comforting or supportive at all once they started talking, just accusatory...

*Started last night* I spent a lot of time reading Scriptures and listening to speakers who didn't transmit any nasty or gloaty "in-depth" messages over the airwaves. I prayed and partook in some spiritual rejuvenation, too. Tomorrow I'll be doing the same. Monday is anybody's guess. I was so spi...

Thanks for commenting on my posts, but they no longer show up for me to view. I guess the most recent ones get lost in cyberspace somewhere due to a "glitch." I can only guess what the comment on my last post actually said. So I'll have to speculate and assume it was about how…

Yesterday a comment someone made in everyday life reminded me that I should not always shut things down just because people are nasty and troublesome. Severely troublesome people are sometimes trying to ask for help the only way they know how. It may be some kind of help they believe that you, an...

It has been a fiery few weeks, lmao. I've been taken through just about every uncomfortable emotion that exists and then some. I've been taken through stuff I've been avoiding for years, stuff I probably needed to face, and stuff that just plain sucked. The experience was definitely not for the f...

I fell asleep last night (Friday) in the middle of watching a video and waiting for an hour for my last few dollars from yesterday's tasks to drop. The plan was to cash out and then make another little honest payment toward my rent before going to bed. Welp, I fell asleep unintentionally at some&...

Today was okay. There's still a lot going on out there, but I have no choice but to move forward anyway. I had to sort of find a way to walk through the various fiery stage settings and keep going. I must do what I can do and not worry about what I can't do…

I always seem to fall asleep mid-task on Friday, SMH. Last night I was writing a post here before bed. Next thing you know, it was morning. I was out late trying to scrape together money for bills, and I got met with numerous "hooker" and "schemer" accusations, inquiries, and assumptions once aga...

Sometimes it only takes a few minutes in the prayer room or a word from a random speaker to gain a little clarity. I got most of my messages during my time in the prayer room. Others came during an hour I spent listening to a speaker. While I was in prayer, I was led…

Yesterday was very peaceful. I got dangled two carrots at the end of the day and then had them snatched away with repercussions, but that's okay. God bless the folks who did it. I hope that gave them the satisfaction they crave, but I'm guessing it didn't. Wholeness, inner peace, and infinite lov...