#drugs

Hello !! I'm new here! Ive always loved having an online journal & love talking to other people who go through similar things I have gone through. I'm 28 years old I'm a CNA & I love my job! I was addicted to meth for 8 years & have been sober for 3 years now…

Relapse 14/10/22 I had a shot (injected) ice today. I never really was into shooting ice up I usually smoke it but don't have a pipe at home but had syringes from my herion relapse the day before yesterday. I hate ice it makes me so so anxious and with my chronic anxiety disorder it…

It's been getting better. I mean to start I cleaned my apartment, I'm doing my laundry, and I'm getting back into a better headspace. I'm still super behind with school, but hopefully I can fix that tomorrow. I'm planning on waking up at 6:00 A.M. to start preparing myself to start work on Monday...

Drug users make a choice. They choose to take the drugs, so it’s their fault they are addicted. It’s their fault they are homeless and have no one around there for them. BUT… Some drug users if not ALL, struggle with some sort of health condition. Physical or Mental. Ever ask someone why they use...

Hello Everyone,             Well for starters I would like to take a brief moment and introduce myself!  My name is Patsy, I turned 37 years old yesterday (8/29/1984) woot woot Virgo! I have been at war within myself and battling my own demons on top of soul wrenching, body crippling,…

I used to always escape the sad pathetic life I live with drugs but haven't been using for two months. every second I would become sober my life would become hell. if I couldn't get my hands on it I felt like I was dead on the inside. it changed me for the worse. I…

Hi I'm so sad and depressed. The gleam has definitely worn off and the last couple of days have been pretty miserable, full of dope and hallucinations or my wife is cheating on me I'm not sure yet.  The cats have been annoying us sooo much been yelling at them nonstop.  Everything is getting on&h...

Most days, I feel nothing. I don’t feel anything and I am so bored. I am so bored of waking up and feeling nothing while everyone around me is drowning in a cascade of emotions. I try to fill the void, I buy things I like, I don’t like them, I hurt myself, it doesn’t…

Recently I've been pretty self destructive.  It's my fault and I shouldn't, because it's you who wins when I do nonsense like this. But I've been going through the facebook page you had when you were with *James and I hurt myself by looking at the posts between the two of you. The love you…

warning, not appropriate for kids or anyone who doesn't like adult content/swearing.               So I did a thing to get over another thing, classic emotional acting without any common sense. My really good friend and also friend with benefits guy overdosed a ...