domesticviolence – Open Diary

You broke me

BPDWarrior

October 19, 2022

I will never give you the satisfaction of knowing what you did to me. From Day 1 I kept telling you no. We were better friends because I KNEW you would never change. You convinced and took over my life. We had an agreement that YOU broke! How dare you!? Who do you think you…

Matthew 7:17

NoLimitations

February 14, 2022

A good tree produces good fruit, and a bad tree produces bad fruit. I was doing some unpacking at my new home today and found my certificate of baptism. I was baptized on July 17th, 2019 (7:17) It made me think about the gifts God has given me. On March 17th when my dissolution in…

titles are hard to make

Milly2554

February 14, 2022

I never really know what to title these entries. Originally it was going to be "the back story" but then i don't feel like i want to go back and re-write all of it. I'm kind of sick of writing about him, thinking about everything thats happened, feeling stuck. I think yesterday was the last…

I Am Paying Attention

NoLimitations

February 9, 2022

I decided recently to focus on my relationship with myself and God as I feel he has been instructing me to do. It has been a busy couple of weeks and I have not been doing well keeping up on my reading. Balancing a full-time career and mom life is a lot of work. I…

Time to Talk

Milly2554

February 3, 2022

I guess i dont really know why i decided to go "public" with my diary entries. Part of it was due to laziness i know that... handwriting takes a lot more effort! A bit about me - I've always journalled from a young age. I guess it was a way for me to express how…

Listen to the Dread.

Poor Little Me

October 22, 2020

Listen to the dread. It is never wrong. I’ve had three serious relationships in my life. Antonio, EJ and Michael. Antonio was my first love. As an adolescent, I adored him. I thought he was smart, charismatic and funny. I was a senior in High School and I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do…

Don’t be quick to judge someone in an abusive relationship

Anaphylactic$hock

December 3, 2019

For those judging others who have been or are in toxic relationships, this read is for you: Toxic relationships don’t always look destructive in the beginning. ..it’s a slippery slope that sometimes drops off quicker than one can see ahead. Sometimes the red flags don’t stand pronounced en...

A Calm Morning…

Crazy83

December 9, 2018

So I am not too sure if i would even get the opportunity to write anything this afternoon, as its sure to be a busy one today so I figured it would be better to do it now. Especially as the 2 girls are now at school, and the 2 younger boys are watching cartoons…

A Bit Of This & That

Crazy83

December 9, 2018

So I am finally doing this again for the first time since I was like 17... Been thinking about starting a new O.D. for a while now, but too scared to just incase my partner ever found out. So much has happened and changed since i was 17 and all of my O.D entries consisted…

Dark side of my relationship

Anaphylactic$hock

August 15, 2018

Let's spend a moment talking about the man who has been predominately by my side for an upwards of nearly two years. I don't know how or why I'm even thinking about sharing these things I ponder with you, but I need an outlet. I met him, in a situation that anyone could guess wasn't…