decisions – Open Diary

Barefoot, Pregnant and Loved

BFPGEmma

October 19, 2023

October 19, 2023 I am confident that I am loved by God and my parents. I am also very confident that I am loved by my boyfriend, and the father of our child, because long before we decided it was time to start a family we'd had the conversation about our possible future, and even…

I Miss Me

**LIZzY**

August 19, 2023

I just miss me. I miss me often. Life is good, but I'm having trouble making decisions that will lead me to a life that matches my values. And I'm afraid that once I get there it will be hard to get back. Logically I know that you can always--at any given moment--start making decisions…

In the still of the early morning…

Witchy Sambuca

December 19, 2022

We lit the first 'candle' (can't have real candles - fire hazard .. just some LED lights) of Hanukkah and said the 3 blessings.. last night, and we have our Christmas tree up... so this is truly a multi-religion household. The person chanting the blessings had a beautiful voice. Nice and clear. I...

Everything is a mess

silver

June 16, 2021

Life was good until my parents were together we were a perfect family! My parents split 3 years ago and my dad lost all his finances due to a wrong lady . My mom will be remarrying this guy who is way to dominating just because he would give us a stable life . My…

No Mac but a Dell..

Samantha Josephine the Ssssassy Sssslytherin

September 21, 2020

So, my beauties, I have decided to buy a Dell. Macs are love but I was schooled in Windows.. so that is what I'm used to. Dell is my favorite pc type. No fucking Linux though... I am listening to the radio that plays mostly Canadian music.. Sarah McLachlan, Roche Voisine, Corey Hart, Glass Tige...

Unknown Territory

kurabiye

November 21, 2018

I came here because I didn't know what else to do. This was a new choice. A chance to start a new life. I thought everything would fall into its place once I got here. And it is falling into place, but very slowly. I still feel anxious before interacting with people. I still feel…

Someday I Will Know

Ren

April 14, 2018

Two jobs, two homes, three sets of friends and a family life to juggle. Most days I can't tell if I'm more physically exhausted, or more mentally and emotionally. I find I don't have sufficient outlets, even in writing; I'm not giving myself enough of /something/, but I can't put my finger on wha...