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To contact or Not to contact My darling, I know to others you believe you are not wanted. Perhaps my wanting you enables the other woman. It probably does. It is the lies that are most hard to deal with. You call me out on everything and remember everything I've ever done, yet claim no…

Hi All from the UK, .....where it is nearly 3 am and I cannot sleep! I know why though, I really struggle to sleep when it is a strange bed. Does anyone else have that? I am away from my usual place of residence (which is Peterborough, in the east of England) because I am away…

I would have to say I'm a pretty lucky girl, or rather forget the word lucky; blessed. You see there's this entire world out there, full of people of different backgrounds, different cultures and traditions, and a lot of them haven't heard about something that most of us can't imagine not knowing...

What started it this time, I can't remember. It's always there, so when it rears its head, it's sometimes ambiguous as to its definite arrival, it's definite, "Go. Go." On a whim, on an early day in July, so a month ago, from my office computer I first looked up jobs that would be suitable…

I opened up Open Diary yesterday, as I was in a pensive, reflective mood. At age 33, I feel like I'm too early for a midlife crisis. However, having gone through a wife with cancer, a lost child at the beginning of that experience... and pastoring a church for almost ten years, and in the…

Personal Log 0921.122822 Its early, I am at work, no traffic so its quiet and I am sitting here, in my head, wondering around. Which is not always a good thing. But you take that mixed with Paul Cardell radio on Pandora it will make you think and wonder, at least for me it does.…

Dear Diary, Hi, I'm new, I don't exactly know how this all works but I'm hoping this will help me kinda just......spill I guess. recently I have started finding myself closer with god and wanting to repair my relationship with him after I have done many many sins that I regret. I lost my faith&he...

I'm depressed  and idk i have a lot of conflicting views on life and can't seem to pick one because I feel like both of those conflicting views are based off how I see people live their life, and just something inside of me doesn't make any sense. I'm just confused, and idk im just…

I need an outlet where I can be myself, and like the rest of the gay community I am currently watching “Love, Victor” on Hulu and of course it’s giving me all the feels. There is a guy who graduated from the same college as me and I’ve been thinking about messaging him some questions…

I wrote this a while back in response to someone's question about Atheism.  I'm not sure if I shared it here, so I'm sharing it now. I am not comfortable referring to myself as atheist because I believe that Love has power and much of what we attribute to God is accomplished through love. For&hel...