#cheating

To contact or Not to contact My darling, I know to others you believe you are not wanted. Perhaps my wanting you enables the other woman. It probably does. It is the lies that are most hard to deal with. You call me out on everything and remember everything I've ever done, yet claim no…

very personal and just a little graphic so discretion lol  just a little backstory to this diary entry i had written a few days ago: i just had my 20th birthday and my ex-boyfriend, after no contact of three years (i have him blocked on everything) decided to call my best friend a million times a...

Ah, Jealousy. The mistrustful monster that haunts each breath. Ever been scared of your partner's phone? Yes. That's exactly what I mean. I believe that the trend that has been normalised is not ok. I am referring to constant change of relationships. Well, not that it is better to be enslaved in ...

Lonely is a complicated word. You could be absolutely surrounded by people at work, or at home and still feel so disconnected. And that's how I felt. I felt disconnected from my husband. I decided if we couldn't connect on a healthy level then I'm going to find someone to connect with. I was very...

The story I will be sharing is one filled with shame and regret. It's also a story of love and sacrifice. This is my story, a tale of events that have transpired woefully, in and out of my favor for the last 3 years. Summer of 2019. I was accepted into a nursing program. Well,…

If I could go back in time to about 5 years into my relationship, when I found out I was being cheating on. I would have never forgiven him. He snuck a whole relationship behind my back for 2 years, had grown distant because he said he was "stressed" and had "depression" and here he…

Listen to the dread.  It is never wrong. I’ve had three serious relationships in my life.  Antonio, EJ and Michael. Antonio was my first love.  As an adolescent, I adored him.  I thought he was smart, charismatic and funny.  I was a senior in High School and I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do…

The setting is a high end restaurant, the kind of place that lawyers take rich clients (but bill them later for the service!)  We seem to always end up at this particular location late in the afternoon because we just work through the lunch cycle..(interior design and construction right?!?) &nbsp...

Today its been 7 days since found out that She once again Cheated on me. I've been dealing with trust issues with her since the last time (about 4 yrs ago). My thoughts are confused i think i am getting used to her doing this and somehow i just dont care as much. I feel…

So I'm basically starting a second OD as my other OD has all my friends and (more importantly) my wife's friends on it. I think the last time I restarted an OD was during an epic relationship failure.  It turns out I'm really not good at these things. So all cards on the table -…