#change

Personal Log 0940.132023 Before I get started I noticed that this site is free for like thirty days and then you have to pay to keep using. Im sorry I am not playing a penny for your thoughts where I have to pay to write. If anything it should be the other way around. Any…

It is really hard to remember to do this. I cried a lot over a basketball hoop yesterday. A stupid amount of crying over a hoop. I am going to dehydrate if this doesn't stop. It was really hard to make the choice to get a divorce, I have an 11-year-old stepson and I knew…

7:30a.m. Tuesday morning, 7th April 2015 Dearest Friend, For a change, Emanoel has decided to send me a message in the style of a letter, to show how much he appreciates us staying in contact. It’s very amusing to see how much he’s opened up to me as friend since departing home, and has emotional...

A good tree produces good fruit, and a bad tree produces bad fruit. I was doing some unpacking at my new home today and found my certificate of baptism. I was baptized on July 17th, 2019 (7:17) It made me think about the gifts God has given me. On March 17th when my dissolution in…

I am finding it hard with the new changes to my job coming up. Change is not my favourite thing at all and even though I know things will be fine my evil friend Imposter Syndrome seems to have reared its' head and is trying to take control. So here is the question of the…

One of my main goals in life is to attract the woman I want into my life.  I've been doing some reading up on this, and I've found that most women want a guy who is his accurate BMI.  I am six feet tall and currently weigh in at 118kg.  Ideally, my weight should be…

I have decided to start this diary as a way to process my own thoughts on my journey of re-learning if you will, a sort of self-counselling. In January of 2021, I turned 26 years old. As I am approaching my 30s I am more focused on wanting to move away from my childhood trauma…

On this day three years ago, this site returned and I found myself rushing to make an entry. I planned to write more and yet I never did much in those three years. I wanted to but life just simply went haywire, crazy and I never got the art  back as I had once before.…

I feel like I am finally moving forward. The things that used to bother me don’t anymore. Even having a particular person like my photo on Facebook with their ghost account didn’t phase me. I thought it was odd that they used their real name and were being so obvious, but quickly realized they we...

It's been a while. We're finally back on track! I don't even remember when the last time I wrote was, but last October Darryl got a much better job! He's working with steel and between that and me getting two raises, we're finally comfortable! We completely caught up with everything with our tax ...