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OK, so I got distracted, but it was a good distraction because it gave me time to think more about it. Before I get to the topic, though, I want to share my weekend.  It was the first weekend that things have settled down enough for me to consider it a normal, busy young family…

October 19, 2023 I am confident that I am loved by God and my parents.  I am also very confident that I am loved by my boyfriend, and the father of our child, because long before we decided it was time to start a family we'd had the conversation about our possible future, and even…

October 17, 2023:1147 No, I'm not today, I don't think so anyway, but I want to be again.  Well, I am barefoot, and have a little man that I am nursing, and will continue nursing for as long as I can.  He's just 10 months as of a few days ago.  I want to try…

After three years, I am losing attraction to him due to his consistent collection of more and more women to satisfy his sexual addictions and needs. I am not a competitive woman and would rather sit and wait on a special someone who zeros in on me, what he wants, not a conceited show-off who…

Lonely is a complicated word. You could be absolutely surrounded by people at work, or at home and still feel so disconnected. And that's how I felt. I felt disconnected from my husband. I decided if we couldn't connect on a healthy level then I'm going to find someone to connect with. I was very...

Since moving into my own apartment, I've gone through a lot of meditations where I am asking the Universe for ANY sign that I am on the right path in regards to my relationship. He is so amazing. I know I've written shit about him in the past, and whatever, things change. He changed. Although&hel...

I woke up today and decided I was going to break up with Sin. I had watched an episode of America’s Got Talent and saw the cutest little boy that was adopted. All I could think of was that I would still have a chance to adopt if I was with a partner that was…

Love feels different with each person that I've fallen for. I remember falling in love when I was 16, and he told me we were going to get married. Young little virgins, we were. Then, after we had sex, things got a little strange and he started talking to other girls. He left me for…

Well okay so basically hey! this is my first entry and im probably going to write on here more often because theres just so much id like to share wihtout the people around me knowing im part of a community they arent,,, idk,,, my friends are iffy on some things and youll see the red…

So... He's hired his friend as his housekeeper; a) he wants to impress me with a clean and tidy apartment. b) she REALLY needed a job. CUTE. AS. FUCK. ALSO... I told him that we're going to be using condoms, he wasn't too keen, as he's only ever used free family planning ones BUT he's agreed to b...