#betrayal

To contact or Not to contact My darling, I know to others you believe you are not wanted. Perhaps my wanting you enables the other woman. It probably does. It is the lies that are most hard to deal with. You call me out on everything and remember everything I've ever done, yet claim no…

Ah, Jealousy. The mistrustful monster that haunts each breath. Ever been scared of your partner's phone? Yes. That's exactly what I mean. I believe that the trend that has been normalised is not ok. I am referring to constant change of relationships. Well, not that it is better to be enslaved in ...

I wonder if I could have tried harder to keep you. If I could have stayed with you and made it work. I thought it would be too hard. I hated telling people that I was already taken. So, I gave it all up. I let you go, and I thought it would make both…

I miss you. I miss the sound of your voice.  I miss the feel of your skin. I miss the sparkles in your eyes.  But I do not miss your sins. I miss the way you make me laugh.  I miss the way you hold me. I miss feeling safe with you.  But I don’t…

Has the world given up on love?  Real love.  The kind of love that feels peaceful, serene, and safe.  How is one ever sure that they aren’t making a mistake when they say, I do? I have an idea of what love is, what love should be.  It isn’t something I can put into words. …

Look in the mirror.  What do you see? Your skin has withered.  Your hair is thin.  It lies limply on your head, the color of a dirty puddle. Your eyebrows are almost gone.  You plucked them too much when you were younger.  Now, they are little slits that lie across your patchy forehead. Above you...

Okay, yes, the cheater is totally wrong.  Cheating is a despicable, repulsive, selfish and deplorable act.  Especially if the cheater is in a relationship with someone he leads his to believe is serious, true and meant to be. What about the other person?  The “mistress” … the person who actively ...

This is a repost, in part to introduce myself, in part to also find myself back in a place where i am ready to share with strangers again. This post was originally posted almost 10 years ago,  it is all me,  I have grown in lots of ways and here like nowhere else have I…

    So my paranoia is not paranoia, it is intinct and has been proved right. I've found out that Elle keeps talking about me to Annie & Ellen's Mum. I didn't find out everything but I know that the discussion was should she wait for me or not and ended up with Liz telling…