#anxious

February 22, 2021 It's that time of year where winter has seemed to be going on for 6 months, even though it is only the second month of the year. We are having more snow than previous years, which has caused me to crash one car, pop a tire on another, and get stuck 2…

So, I'm starting this diary because it's supposed to be therapeutic or something like this. Even writing here where no one knows me makes me anxious. I wonder, what went wrong with me in the process of growing up... I'm so scared all the time. Scared of everything: my family, my colleagues, even ...

One thing I can never seem to battle is this innate sense of FEAR about doing anything..... Anything that isn't watching TV or mindless. I want to start a productivity blog, get back into my research, do something that isn't just watching youtube. And yes, I know I've complained to myself about t...