#ana

Fasted from the 3rd to the 10th and went from 55kg - 51.3. how annoying. i was thiiiiiiiis close to being back in the 50's and now after food and water im at 53.5. i'll fast until my brothers b'day on the 15th and then again until mums b'day on the 20th. Then one more…

Alright well here we go. I'm spiraling into my eating disorder and I want to write to somebody about it. I'm currently in treatment, at four oaks. Its alright I guess I just need control again. Thats what its all for for me, control. Not to mention I have to talk to the police because…

Ana and Mia continue to rise…I’m not complaining, they’re making me feel strong in some twisted sense. I know it’s not healthy, but nor is the extra weight that I’m carrying, so why not let them run riot and use it to my advantadge. There’s something so satisfying in being able to beat the hunger...