#affair

FACEBOOK POST My therapist said to me today: “the truth will set you free” And she was referring to all of the secrets I’ve been keeping protecting “people. Letting my doubts and unanswered questions eat me alive with scenarios I create. But with asking the hard questions comes hearing the hard a...

FACEBOOK POST I’ll never forget when someone hurt me. I might laugh with you, be polite, even check in on you — but don’t ever think for a second that I’ve forgotten what you did. The truth is, I don’t hold grudges… I hold memories. And when someone I cared about made the choice to…

FACEBOOK POST I couldn’t have said it better…. HE WAS NEVER GONNA TELL YOU UNLESS YOU FOUND OUT. There is a certain kind of pain that words cannot explain. It’s the loud silence of betrayal, the kind that makes your heart heavy even when you try to smile. You gave him your trust, every piece…

Since the initial shock of the affair is over and I'm working on healing - its a harsh and hard reality seeing just what it has done to me mentally/emotionally. •Triggers - it can be something as small a phone notification, sorting laundry, scented dish soap. Literally the dumbest thing can send ...

You sent her this song.  Followed by a slew of messages talking about how you never wanted to leave her - she didn't want to let you go.  The last time you sent me a song.... I honestly can't remember, maybe never? I know you have come home to play something on YouTube, but to…

Falling in love is such an easy thing to do And there's no guarantee that the one you love Is gonna love you I swear this is literally the soundtrack of my mind..."Everybody Plays the Fool" - you know the song from maybe the late 80's, early 90's? Welp that's what is replaying…

Never ever did I think that I would say I could relate to Eminem. YouTube decided I was in a place to feel my anger, my hurt, my betrayal. It teased me with Eminem's "Love the Way You Lie". I was taken a back, I replayed the song only the lyrical version. As the lyrics…

They say time heals all wounds.... but what is the time frame? I feel like I am slowly moving forward, I can't wrap my head around the fact that its already been a month; 30 days have passed. I feel like you - you think things are fine. I honestly have felt like the night…

12/20023 Dear ____________,  I want to apologize for overreacting.  It was not needed. I'm embarrassed, humiliated, ashamed and more. I know, I was in the wrong in how I responded.  I'm sorry. I don't know where we go from here. Im I I feel all I do is hurt you, I don't know. If this…

I gravity to music and writing to heal my broken soul. They're a beautiful ebb and flow. Entries under the "Musical Chairs" chapter will contain songs that create my life's playlist. From the sentimental moments to the hard ones and everything in between. Without further ado; Song #1. Mixed Drink...