#abuse

*Written last night* It was good today indeed. Good that it ended, lol. I always get pushback from the "forces" whenever I write or say certain things. But the same occurs when I don't, so I figure I might as well go ahead and scribble my truth. I think it's better to get your ass…

TW: abuse, SA, domestic abuse, grooming, drug abuse [no detailed descriptions] When I was a young teen, think 13 years old, I had a prophetic dream. It was vivid, surreal, and absolutely foreshadowed a major event in my life. Normally we don't think of meeting people as an event, but this was. In...

Every day for the past 40 years I've felt like the little girl who ran upstairs to pack my clothes in a black garbage bag so my mom could take me home with her. Why didn't she love me? Why did she keep leaving me. I rushed because she said it was time to go,…

We talked about abuse in class today. It threw me off. I held onto the tears that wanted to get out. I spaced out a lot, and during the rest of the day I've been feeling sad. Memories came rushing, feelings; anger, sadness, numbness...

Sitting at my desk starring at the bright screen like I've done all the nights before and it's 12:34 a.m. Days go by and every morning as the time passes by I keep seeing 12:34 a.m. No minute more no minute less. Days go by an it's 12:34 a.m. again. My guardian angels are trying…

https://outofthefog.website/what-it-feels-like/ This is a collection of articles describing what it can feel like to be in a relationship with someone who suffers from a personality disorder. Feeling Isolated - It's common for people who have a relationship with someone who suffers from a persona...

https://outofthefog.website/what-to-do-1/ A collection of ideas and responses to personality disordered behaviors that have worked well in most cases. The 3 "C's" Rule - The 3 "C's" rule is a mantra for abuse victims that says: "I didn't cause it, I can't cure it and I can't control it." The 51% ...

The different faces of abuse   What Is Abuse? How Does It Happen? - Domestic Violence: It's EVERYBODY'S Business There’s a misconception among the masses, that abuse is only limited to physical violence. One couldn’t be more wrong. Abuse comes in different forms. And, this makes it much more comp...

I started a new book Safe haven. I may just stop reading, listening to podcast and music! I am so over all this crying. I think you messed my brain up! I felt that one!   https://open.spotify.com/episode/0mQikpCUnUGXZutNQUBx0k?si=6Aea_3CDQF2FGAPPUgvB7Q https://open.spotify.com/track/0zZcAOmi...

I don’t live in La La Land all the time, but I do enjoy it there. La La Land is a mystical, magical place where iron lobsters and unicorns have pillow fights under happy tress; it is truly innocent. Back to reality! In real life my name is Sarah Jane, that is what my mom…