Recent Entries

• I have to stop watching the news.

  June 22, 2020

  Here I am once again tuning into the news to see that the world is a dangerous place. It is either covid 19, police shootings, or riots that will be reminding me that the world is a scary place. My anxiety starts to rise and my mind plays the "what if" game. What if I…

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• My Story

  June 20, 2020

  Oh man, I have needed an outlet to tell my story. I think that is why I got this email about OD starting up again. My story starts out as a small town girl, raised on a 100 acre farm. I was the only child, which was a blessing, as no other children had to…

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• Holy OD, a blast from the past.

  June 20, 2020

  Well this day has taken an interesting turn. I was checking my multiple email addresses and found this email from OD with old diary entries. Of course I was curious, I have been on a 3 year long healing journey, so I re-opened my account. I had a quick peek into my past entries and…

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• the f*cking ex

  December 11, 2007

  The f*cking ex screwed me over again. Ok I am not blaming him completely, it is partly my fault here. See he really wanted to be friends badly, so I pushed into hanging out with him. And we started to get comfortable with one another again and than before I know it I am letting…

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• the f*cking ex

  December 11, 2007

  The f*cking ex screwed me over again. Ok I am not blaming him completely, it is partly my fault here. See he really wanted to be friends badly, so I pushed into hanging out with him. And we started to get comfortable with one another again and than before I know it I am letting…

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• met the man

  December 9, 2007

  Well about a week ago I decided to go meet the man that caught my interest. I was freaking out because he wanted me to meet than family and I wasn't ready. Well I am glad I did, and listened to one of my note writers. He was great and his family was even more…

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• Listen to Me

  November 23, 2007

  OMG....I am so dating this guy and he will not listen to what I am saying. I am trying to tell this guy nicely that I don't want to move too fast and meet his family. We have been dating for 2 weeks, and he is already getting me to come to his place every…

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• crazy bf

  November 22, 2007

  Ok so drama does follow me. The new bf wants me to meet his family. Which would be ok if we had been dating for a while, but its been like almost 2 weeks. So now I am freaking out, and all I can think is how great it would be to run like hell.…

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• 11/15/07

  November 14, 2007

  So, I met someone. He's amazing, he's just like me only with a dick. lol...Ok so I love me...lol...We started dating and I have only told some people about it. I don't wish to jinx it. He's not an islander, which is even better. He's from Nova Scotia, and he's 32. We met on a…

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