John 3:30 He must become greater. I Must become less.

I am a guy who has no one to talk to. I struggle as I tread the straight and narrow, confusing myself by listening to the devil and angel on each shoulder.

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Wow

February 24, 2021
I’m reading about El Chapo’s wife getting arrested and it’s making me realize how proud I am to be Mexican right now. I never really cared before. I’m brown, act white, from an island in Alaska, I look like an angry terrorist, whatever 🤷🏻‍♂️ Yeah, I’m in recovery, drugs are bad, blah blah blah 😒....
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  • WHY!?
    February 23, 2021
    Why is it the more I stay sober the more the devil wants to give me free gifts??? So today I spent most of the day on the phone trying to figure out what it takes it to get my drivers license back. I’d been playing phone tag over the last few weeks with child…
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  • You never know
    February 22, 2021
    This is my fourth attempt at writing on here today. I keep getting interrupted. Now I have a few minutes and I don’t remember what I wanted to write about.... Today went by fast. I was awoken by my friend and roommate, housemate, Dan. I was rushed out of bed to go and help some…
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  • Starting Now:
    February 19, 2021
    So since I’m being accountable to others in my life I should be accountable to myself and follow through with what I say I’m going to do. I said I was going to keep a journal and I do but it’s mostly filled with random notes, drawings, some venting that I always dispose of later.…
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  • Here I Go Again On My Own: Round Two
    February 18, 2021
    As a child I thought all I had to do was Graduate High School Go to college Meet someone Get Married Have a family Work Live happily ever after I did all that by age of 23. It was a lot to carry and I didn’t know how to do these things that I wanted…
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