Recent Entries

• MLK Day

  January 19, 2014

   sorry, its been a while. classes started back up and i've been a little busy.  i think one day i would like to write about my friend L. not sure if i'm ready to do that now, but i know i will have to soon.  well, this is actually the first time i've been excited…

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• DREAMS

  January 6, 2014

   so, i have HUGE dreams. i once heard someone say that if you have larger than life dreams, they come from God, because He is the only one who can make them come true. well, i dream of being a social mogul. all of my dreams involve helping Society and others. i would share, but…

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• sabotage

  January 3, 2014

  is it possible i'm doing this on purpose?  is it possible that my fear is causing this? is it possible that my insecurities are hindering me? am i doing this to myself? is this really my fault? am i sabotaging myself? love. happiness. peace. prosperity. success. friendship. all elude me.&nbs...

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• survey

  January 3, 2014

   [1] What did you do in 2013 that you have never done before? work at a call center [2] Did you keep all of last years resolutions? I don't make resolutions [3] Have you any resolutions for next year? my goal is to finally do things for me and my happiness [4] Did anyone close to y...

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• 2014

  January 2, 2014

  well, its a new year. 2013 is the past. the hardest part of life for me is leaving the past in the past. especially when my present doesn't look good either. i mean, things could always be worse. so i should "count my blessings", but its just not that simple for me. i've made so…

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• VULNERABLE

  July 18, 2013

  let me start by saying i know i left again after i said i wasn't going to. but when things get tough/rough i tend to shut down. i know thats not a good thing, but it's what i do.  so much has happened and is happening. i am not going into all right now, but…

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• 2012

  December 29, 2012

   well,  this will be my last entry for the year. even though i've just returned i must admit how nice it is to have OD in my life. 2012 has been a very interesting year for me. cant wait to see what 2013 has in store for me. stay tuned, join me for the ride,…

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• HER

  December 27, 2012

     a few weeks ago the love of my life married another man. i mean this girl is perfect.  the story ive always been a romantic. when i was young (elementary school young) i prayed and informed God of the type of woman i wanted to marry. about 10 years later i met her. TR.…

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• Lost Without You

  December 9, 2012

   so.. for the past few days i have not been able to get on here. let me tell you, that was not easy for me. yes, i havnt been on here in years and it took a friend to remind me i even had a blog on here for me to return. but now that…

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