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August 21, 2018
.   faces all day. but not the face. i wonder if i'll even recognize you. . the longing used to be a release somehow. i remember it being sweeter than this. a dancing ache to keep me company in your absence, seems to have forgotten the steps and left me just standing now. so…
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